當我們學著不准哭

2010-08-01T09:08:00.000-07:00

我假裝過去不重要　卻發現自己辦不到

2010-05-09T22:03:00.000-07:00

不想让你知道，我爱你

2010-05-05T03:47:00.000-07:00

Love asks me no questions, and gives me endless support. Shakespeare

学会释怀 I've Let Go

2008-12-13T09:10:00.000-08:00

听了潘玮柏的同一个遗憾所得来的灵感。

学会释怀 I've Let Go
剩下一个我坐在这
看着他越走越远
黑色天空笼罩了我
幸福好远
而他的心去了哪里
我只能无能为力
是谁才让他回过头来

Does he knows
Don't think so
爱上了我无法自拔
恍然明白那时候
为何要让自己为难
Tell me he knows
cause i don't think so
一直都不属于他的爱
不能改变的事实
我才学会了释怀

是陌生人不会有爱
不可能有的未来
只是结局却能让我理所当然接受
他的决定终于太伤
微笑背后的安排
我怪谁的错谁的错
只能说只能说是我

Does he knows
Don't think so
爱上了我无法自拔
恍然大悟那时候
为何要让自己为难
Tell me he knows
cause i don't think so
一直都不属于他的爱
不能改变的事实
我才学会了释怀

带我走

2008-12-10T05:01:00.000-08:00

带我走/杨丞琳

作詞：蘇打綠青峰 / 作曲：蘇打綠青峰

每次我總一個人走交叉路口自己生活

這次你卻說帶我走某個角落就你和我

像土壤抓緊花的迷惑

像天空纏綿雨的洶湧在你的身後

計算的步伐每個背影每個場景都有發過的夢

帶我走到遙遠的以後

帶走我一個人自轉的寂寞

帶我走就算我的愛你的自由都將成為泡沫

我不怕帶我走

每次我總獨自遠走抱持緘默不皺眉頭

這次你卻說一起走彼此溫柔從此以後

像土壤抓緊花的迷惑

像天空纏綿雨的洶湧在你的身後

計算的步伐每個背影每個場景都有發過的夢

帶我走到遙遠的以後

帶走我一個人自轉的寂寞

帶我走就算我的愛你的自由都將成為泡沫

我不怕帶我走

白馬溜過漆黑盡頭

潮汐襲來浪花顫動

凝在海岸結成了墨

薔薇朝向草原氣球

郵差傳來一地彩虹

刻在心中拍打著脈搏

帶我走到遙遠的以後

帶走我一個人自轉的寂寞

帶我走就算我的愛你的自由都將成為泡沫

我不怕帶我走帶我走就算我的愛你的自由都將成為泡沫

我不怕帶我走

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LEAVING SOON

2008-11-27T01:11:00.000-08:00

RIGHT! WILL BE LEAVING SOON IN LESS THAN 8 HOURS TIME! I HAVE FINALLY PACKED FINISHED THAT IS. WAHAHA. REALLY NERVOUS FOR THE NONG NONG FLIGHT I HAVE TO TAKE LATER. CRAP. HOPE NO AIR SICKNESS*cross fingers* NO WORRIES THOUGH, I ACTUALLY BOUGHT MY TOFU ALONG THIS TIME. HEHE. PEOPLE DUN LAUGH. *stares* HOPE I BOUGHT ENOUGH WARM CLOTHING. AND COME BACK TO S'PORE AS AN ICE STICK, OR RATHER SHOULD BE A PACK OF FROZEN FATS??? KAYS, SHALL GO AND DO MY LAST MINUTES CHECKS ON MY LUGGAGE NOW!

じゃね！SEE YOU ALL SOON IN ANOTHER 12/13 DAYS~

XIAYUより

JAPANESE EXCHANGE PROGRAMME

2008-11-21T06:18:00.000-08:00

HEY HEY HEY. FINALLY HAVE CHANCE TO UPDATE THIS! I PARTICIPATE IN A JAPANESE EXCHANGE PROGRAMME! SO COOL.

THIS IS THE NAMAE OF THE SCHOOL! IT IS IN THE CENTRE OF JAPAN. YEPP.IN KANSAI.

FIRSTLY, MEET MS FAIZAH. SHE IS THE TEACHER IN CHARGE HERE.HEHE.SO CUTE.

FIRST DAY:)

[was able to upload the video, sigh. the file too big or something. sigh.Gomenaisai~~]

THIS IS THEIR PERFORMANCE FOR US!! SO KAWAII RIGHTTO? SORAN SORAN! (ITS A JAPANESE FOLK DANCE. YOU CAN ACTUALLY SEARCH IT ONLINE IF YOU WANNE KNOW WHAT IS IT THOUGH :)) )

THEY EVEN GAVE ME THEIR PERFORMANCE COAT. SO CUTE RIGHT? IF I'M NOT WRONG THIS IS CALL A HAPPI COAT?THIS IS THE YELLOW ONE.

I HAVE THE AKA ONE TOO.HEH.

THEN I BROUGHT SIX JAPANESE GIRLS HOME!!!THIS IS THEM ON OUR SBS BUS. THEY FIND THE BUS HAYAII NE~ THE MRTs TOO. HAHA.
(FROM LEFT: YUTSUKI, AKI, JURI, TOMOE, RISA,MAMI(IS SITTING ON THE SEATS. YOU CAN'T REALLY SEE HER)

THEN THEY WENT TO MY HOUSE, HAHA. QUITE WIERD THOUGH CAUSE THEY DON'T REALLY HAVE ANYTHING TO DO IN MY HOUSE. WAHAHA. LOTS OF COMMUNICATION BREAK DOWNS. I TOOK LIKE 15 WHOLE MINUTES TO EXPLAIN TO THEM WHAT WAS TOTO AND 4D. WAHAHA. WHICH IS THE TURTLES IN MY HOUSE LAH.

SECOND DAY:))

WENT AROUND SIGHTSEEING! QUITE BORING ACTUALLY. WAHAHA. BUT CONTINUE OUR LIGHT BANTER:))) STILL SOME COMMUNICATION BREAK DOWNS. SIGH.

OKAYS. THIS IS MAMI! GUESS WHAT! WE HAVE THE SAME BIRTHDAY!! YAYS. 28 JANUARY!!!

THIS IS TONOMI~

I JUST FIND HIM TOO FUNNY NOT TO SAY. HE ACTUALLY DON'T LIKE 菊花茶！！HE FINDS IT TOO SWEET? SO SO WIERD! OMOSHIRO NE!OH YAR, SHOHEI-KUN DESU.

THIRD DAY:)))

LAST DAY ALREADY~~ :((((
THEY HOST US IN THEIR HOTEL FOR DINNER!!

THE BASKETBALL TEAMMATES THAT WENT.

SAKINA AND ME!ANDREA SAYS I LOOK LIKE MISA MISA?? FROM DEATH NOTE! WAHAHA.

YAYS. DINNER TIME!

THEN WE PLAYED GAMES!

FOLDING TUSRU(CRANE).

THIS IS THE SECOND GAME. GUESSING WHO IS DRINKING PEPSI. HAHA. THIS IS ACTUALLY HAPA JUICE. WHICH IS LEAF JUICE. ACTUALLY TASTE NOT BAD. WAHAHA.

KAWAII NE~~~~~

OKAY CRYSTAL IN A DRESS. SO CUTEEEEEE~

LOTS OF PRESSENTTO!! HAHA~

安静了

2008-11-10T17:56:00.000-08:00

安静了　　
作词:Selina作曲:周杰伦　
编曲:吕绍淳演唱:S.H.E 　　
专辑:我的电台FM S.H.E　　

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属于我们的婚礼
却成了单人结婚进行曲
在这场爱情角力的拔河里
爱我还是爱你你选择了自己 wo。~

撒娇的可爱的粘人的爱哭的照片里曾经的都是你喜欢的
如今我还在原地你却走回你的记忆
你说我爱你太多就快要把你淹没
你害怕幸福短暂一秒就崩落
分开是一种解脱　让你好好的想我
我想要的那片天空　你是不是能够给我

你说我给你太多却不能给我什么
分不清激情承诺永恒或迷惑
爱情是一道伤口我们各自苦痛
沉默是我最后温柔是因为我太爱你

只剩下钢琴陪我站在这里
梦想中属于我们的婚礼安静了在我枕边的梦里
我知道相爱原本就不容易
爱不是1加1 努力就有结局

撒娇的可爱的粘人的爱哭的照片里
曾经的都是爱着你的
脸颊的泪还温热却没有人握我的手

I'M 20!!!!

2008-11-09T04:36:00.001-08:00

took the test on PPH's Blog. I'm 20!!!!!!

Mentality age test

UK TRIP!!!

2008-11-08T10:35:00.000-08:00

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SHO SHO EXCITED FOR UK TRIP!!! *SCREAMS*

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*SQUEALS* though alittle SCARED and NERVOUS.

2008-10-30T06:37:00.001-07:00

I did this SURVEY?? on Mag's blog. WAHAHA~

Results
Your answers suggest you are an Innovator
The four aspects that make up this personality type are:

Summary of Innovators
Energetic and creative taking inspiration from everyone they meet
Enjoy flexible work environments with few rules and many opportunities for fun
Think of themselves as imaginative, sociable and sympathetic
May not think logically about their ideas
More about Innovators
Innovators are fun-loving, creative, sensitive people who enjoy developing their ideas by discussing them with others. This group supports the people around them and expects the same in return. Others are drawn to Innovators because of their love of life, caring nature and openness.

Innovators are most likely to say they do their best work when they start at the last minute, according to a UK survey.
Innovators are good at spotting opportunities and recognizing potential in people. Innovators put all their energy into new projects and their enthusiasm motivates others to support their plans.

In situations where they can’t use their talents or are unappreciated, Innovators may become rebellious and unfocused. Under extreme stress, Innovators may become preoccupied with meaningless details.

Innovators may over-extend themselves or put a night out with friends ahead of more pressing commitments.

Innovator Careers
Innovators are drawn to careers that require teaching or counselling, where they can work with and help encourage the development of others.

RESULTS

2008-10-16T04:11:00.000-07:00

FINALLY gotten back ALL my results. and a sign of relieve, I PASSED THEM ALL. OMG!
I think i can really get the GPA.[GOOD PROGRESS AWARD] wahaha.

H1GP: PROMOS:E OVERALL:D
H1GSC: PROMOS:E OVERALL:E
H2MATHS: PROMOS:D OVERALL:E
H2ECONS: PROMOS:C OVERALL:D
H2GEOG: PROMOS:S OVERALL:E

I really think i did pretty good. At least i can promote!!!WOOTS!
I've got RANK POINTS of 43.75(without higher chinese) out of the needed rank points of 35. Also, on another note, i got 19 in my CT. I IMPROVE LOTSA!!
YAYNESS:))))))))

BAD MOOD

2008-10-14T08:43:00.000-07:00

我看就到此结束吧
我会将这些回忆深深所在心里最隐秘的地方
在这半年里
过得非常痛苦，真得非常痛苦
我不想再这样子继续下去了
让我回到以前的自己吧
回到自己还是自己的日子
我决定忘记你了
一开始我可能办不到
但我会我会慢慢学会的
就算会跌倒，我会勇敢的爬起来的
再见了
这一段我再也不想回顾的记忆
再见了
真的，我想头也不会的走开。

我决定离开你
再继续下去只是在浪费生命
你的脑子到底在想些什么
我一点兴趣也没有
不是猜不透
我不想再猜了

沿海公路的出口

2008-10-12T07:32:00.000-07:00

沿海公路的出口- S.H.E

用一根火柴烧一场蜃楼
藉这场大雨让自己逃走
荒茫公路无人的漂泊
寂寞海啸把我卷走
用一段感情换一个朋友
每一句再见割一道伤口
躲在万劫不复的街头
微笑参透覆水难收
倘若说放一次手
就像咳一个嗽
我又何苦在乎得不到的温柔
我坐在公路的出口
等待天黑以后无边的寂寞
连想你都是种残酷切磋
我目送沿海的日落
紧抱一个醉生梦死的枕头
留不住回忆却学不会放手
怎麽走

猜不透

2008-10-12T06:58:00.001-07:00

猜不透

作詞：黃婷 / 作曲：林邁可 / 編曲：林邁可

猜不透
你最近時好時壞的沈默
我也不想去追問太多
讓試探為彼此的心上了鎖

猜不透
相處會比分開還寂寞
兩個人都只是得過且過
無法感受每次觸摸是真的是熱的

如果忽遠忽近的灑脫
是你要的自由
那我寧願回到一個人生活

如果忽冷忽熱的溫柔
是你的藉口
那我寧願對你從沒認真過

到底這感覺誰對誰錯
我已不想追究
越是在乎的人越是猜不透

GRRR...PROMOS are OVER

2008-10-01T06:36:00.000-07:00

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY.(even though i can't celebrate it)

Yepp yepp, the all important PROMOS are finally OVER!!!
but its time for more PW(clap, clap) SHEESH.

I felt ECONS was OKAY! this time was ale to write some logical stuffs.
MATHS was a DISASTER! I just i can get myself a nice E or S.
GEOG was uncompletable!!! ARGH! i got nothing to write for the HUMAN part. CRAP.

Some GOOD news. going UK from 27/28 nov to 9dec.
going HK from 16dec to 20dec. training tour. >.<
(on the side note, i need to find a luggage that is big enough to squeeze PPH and geraldine into my luggage,please help if you can do so ^^)

YAYS. now getting quite nervous because of that. but still damn excited!

okays. I'm going FENCING tommorrow too!! WOOTS. post promos activities.YEPP.SO COOL right??
I hope they allow me to take PICS! hehe.

RIGHT! i went SENTOSA today! with JASMINE. wanted to get nice and black. but failed, there was NO SUN today. but played LOTSA basketball there. WOOTS. quite tiring actually. SIGH. now having backache. must be signs of oldness. got one UNCLE(?) playing basketball with us and he looks like ASKA! hahaha. i was like OMG. HA.

counting down to PROMOS

2008-08-31T06:15:00.000-07:00

A MORE SERIOUS MATTER

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JIAYOUS JIAYOUS JIAYOUS!
MUGGERHOLIC? LET'S GO!

MY DARLING

2008-08-31T05:54:00.000-07:00

this is my darling. GERALDINE<3
and not forgeting mentioning huihui too:))) hehe.

(above)check out us between the trophies.WOOTS.

(below 3)calls this toliet camwhore-ing:

(above)see! me and my darling! we look GREAT tgt. wahaha.

(below)being sparstic at the SK library.I'm not pointing my third finger.

(below)trying to MUG

(below)i like the way you look at me

(above)i like this picture

(above)more sparstic us

(above)HUIHUI!

NCHS

2008-08-29T06:44:00.000-07:00

YAYS. went back NCHS today! SO HIGH and saw many of my long lost classmates which i haven't met for such a long long time. and we realised that we definitely missed the days that we have in NAN CHIAU. where everyone was so so peaceful, bonded and happy. unlike the JC life i have now. where i can only SIGH. and look back into the past with a big wide smile:))))

HERE ARE THE PICTURES:)))))))))

GROSS

and DISGUSTED

SWEET MESSAGES

COACH:))))))

MS PEY:)))))

MY CUTE GERALDINE:)))))))))))))

ME and MEIFANG!:))))))))

Met HUIHUI at the SK Library:)))))))))))))))))YAYS.

PS>to geraldine: if you want any pictures that is not here.cause i am too UNGLAM. ask from me kay? :)

today's the 10th day:(

RENFU!

2008-08-28T07:46:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RENFU! his i forgot how many birthday!hehe. Wish he is really happy with his life now:))))))

OKAY, now to serious business.

PROMO is now in 22 days

the 9th day i didn't see you.

ARCHERY

2008-08-28T07:08:00.000-07:00

This is too COOOOLLLLLL not to share. Here i am today! YEPP. So COOL~~ We had this special programme this three weeks and i chose ARCHERY!! WOOTS. DAMN COOL righto? Today was raining too, and we had our archery lesson at the gallery. and i started CAMHORing.wahaha.THESE are some cool cool pictures. hehe.

Jasmine made my day(even though it was cold and raining) this morning, with this bento! 爱心便当！LOVES<3333

it looks nice and taste nice too! THANKS JASMINE!

it WAS really raining

The BOWS

the sometime smelly arm guard we have wear. but it was to protect our arm being nakely slashed by the bow string.i was hit once, and it was damn PAINFUL.hehe.

Now, strike a NICE POSE and SHOOT!

dun suspect, that's me. not trying to show off my armpit though.

posing with a bows

POOR BOARD, Tawan actually shoot the arrow straight into the board and out!

PRETTY TRACY

3 PRETTIES

GOING back to NCHS tmr.YAYS. damn excited. can't wait to see evryone! YEPP! see you guy tmr!!!

Service Learning

2008-08-26T03:38:00.000-07:00

Even though i said i wouldn't appear soon in the near future but today is just too CUTEEEE not to share. PPH you might go crazy.hehe :) We had our service learning today!(okay, that the nice way of saying that, another way of saying should be CIP) Yepp, but no more going around streets collecting money! WHEEEEEE~~
But I seemed tooooooooo GIANT within them.sadly.

WHO?(HU?) SAJC.08A02.
WHERE? Ascension Kindergarden.
WHAT? CUTE KIDS:)))))
WHEN? 26 AUGUST 2008.8AM.
WHY? Service learning.

This is the place we went to:

a rather big and advance kindergarden it is (:

My Service Learning partner:Tawan Teo:)

A GIGANTIC BEAR! heard it cost abt 1000 dollars!!!!

PICTURES TAKEN DOWN DUE TO PROBABILITY OF BEING SUE-ED or COMPLAINED, I dun wanne harm those cute kids in any ways possible. YEPP. Ask me for the pictures if you want them kays??

OUCH!

ended the day with a large bump onto the door frame. :(((((
But the principal of the kindergarden actually asked us to help her out after our As at the kindergarden as a part time job:)))))YAYS!!!~

BLEAH

2008-08-24T04:33:00.000-07:00

OKAY. time to say goodbye to this blog for awhile now. PROMOS is creeping in in a month's time. NO TIME. i know it have been a looonnnnnggg time since i updated. sharks and fishes. i have lotsa of pictures i wanted to PO. sheesh sheesh. see you guys soon. anyways, today is JASMINE TEO JIAMIN's 17 birthday! so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to her :))))))

so, see youall in 123456 years later. LATER.

30 JUNE 2008

2008-06-30T08:26:00.000-07:00

Better post before the bell strikes MIDNIGHT! and good-bye JUNE and HELLO JULY.I have exactly no idea but i dun really like the month of JULY. just because it doesn't have much holidays! YEPP. prolly except a poor lonely YOUTH DAY! YOUTH day doesn't help much as it is at the start of the month and it is SO close to the JUNE holidays! When there is a holiday, it is more like a breather for me for that month! so i always hoep that holidays occur at the middle of a month so that i can have a small break before continue FIGHTING!!! YEPPS>

First July tmr and COLLEGE DAY is in another 3 days! We better hurry up for our street sales! JIAYOUS circle circle dot dot which sounds damn wrong.hehe.

Ai Ai Gasa

2008-06-17T00:37:00.000-07:00

アイアイ傘
Ai ai gasa - TegoMass

アイアイ傘
- a shared umbrella -

「止まない雨だね…」　君はうつむいた
"Yamanai ame da ne..." Kimi wa utsumuita
"It doesn't stop raining...." you dropped your eyes

その肩が濡れないよう　傘を傾けた
Sono kata ga nurenai you kasa wo katamuketa
Not to let your shoulder get wet, I inclined my umbrella to you

君は僕見上げ　少し寄り添ったね
Kimi wa boku miage sukoshi yori sotta ne
You looked up to me, then came a bit closer

笑顔のまま　腕を抱いて　小さく震えている
Egao no mama ude wo daite chiisaku furuete iru
With still smiling, you are hugging your arms and trembling

ちゃんと今日はこの思いを伝えるんだ
Chanto kyou wa kono omoi wo tsutaerunda
I need to tell you my heart today, surely

君のこと　あきれるほど好きになった
Kimi no koto akireru hodo suki ni natta
I became loving you so much until I'm amazed at myself

あいあい傘の中で　篭った感情も素直に伝えないまま
Aiai gasa no naka de komotta kanjou mo sunao ni tsutaenai mama
Under the shared umbrella, even without honestly telling my heart shutting inside me

終わりにしないように　通り過ぎる雨が急かしてる
Owari ni shinai you ni toori sugiru ame ga sekashiteru
not to end, the passing rain hurries me

近づいた二人の雨恋
Chikazuita futari no amakoi
We came closer, at our rainy love

「もうすぐ家だね…」　君はうつむいた
"Mou sugu ie da ne..." kimi wa utsumuita
"Soon I will arrive at home...." you dropped your eyes

名前呼んで目が合っても　言えないことがあるよ
Namae yonde me ga atte mo ienai koto ga aru yo
Even if I call your name and look at your eyes, I have something I can't tell you

ちゃんと今日はこの思いを伝えるんだ
Chanto kyou wa kono omoi wo tsutaerunda
I need to tell you my heart today, surely

君のこと　あきれるほど好きになった
Kimi no koto akireru hodo suki ni natta
I became loving you so much until I'm amazed at myself

明日も雨が降れと願ってしまう　僕のかけらも　嘘じゃないから
Ashita mo ame ga fure to negatte shimau boku no kakera mo uso ja nai kara
I wish for tomorrow's rain again, I have such a piece of my wish, I'm not lying

光がこぼれたとき　通り過ぎる雨が笑ってるよ
Hikari ga koboreta toki toori sugiru ame ga waratteru yo
When the sunshine falls, the passing rain smiles

もどかしい二人の雨恋
Modokashii futari no amakoi
It's impatient, our rainy love

あいあい傘の中で　篭った感情を素直に伝えないまま
Aiai gasa no naka de komotta kanjou mo sunao ni tsutaenai mama
Under the shared umbrella, without honestly telling my heart shutting inside me

終わりにしないように　通り過ぎる雨が急かしてる
Owari ni shinai you ni toori sugiru ame ga sekashiteru
not to end, the passing rain hurries me

近づいた二人の雨恋
Chikazuita futari no amakoi
We came closer, at our rainy love

Taken from(if they were ever to sue me for copyright):
http://masuda-takahits.livejournal.com
'free' translation by Ryoko (sleepy)

OVEREMOTIONS

2008-06-13T09:12:00.000-07:00

I think i gotten write out out my feelings now before they all explode inside me!I have this over-emotions that is starting to form in me after today's game.WE LOST BTW.Yepp,but the problem i am crying and emo not because of this.After the match, we have a long long talk with coach,maybe more like a discussion.Coach is a very strict and hmm..fierce? person? cause in our NCHS days,We were so afraid of her like she is some fearful beast that will eat us up if we do not follow what she says.But no matter how hard she train us,we have this strong respect for her and we still like her.Cause it is prolly because everything she says IS true and all for the sake of our own good.Yes,we still grumble when she ask us to run.

She said even though she might not be our coach anymore, when we still have problems, we can still look for her for advises if we need them.(though i might not have the courage to do so.)but I still felt like crying.I felt that it seems we may not see her again forever.though i AM still scared of her till now but i really really still respect her as a coach,as she teaches us not only basketball but the way of life too as an elder(?),she wants us to be upright and to be successful in life!And you can really feel it that she is saying this from her heart!!and she will really feel proud and confident when she talks about it.Maybe it makes me what i am today.

Then,she even send me and huishi back home and we talk on the way back home,she was sharing her stories and stuff,talking and stuff.I felt really not to go home and keep chatting with her.cause i didn't have the chance like this before.I really like this team KG UBI KEMBANGAN YOUTH,even though we always had alot of problems and things which always make coach really angry.But i really like this team!

Captain,Cai Luan.Responsible and always cheering the team on and cheering me on,and giving me advices.you really feel GREAT playing with her.Vice Captain,Li Sian.she maybe not serious at time but she will give her best on court. Jasmine,Jiaxin,samatha,huishi,Fion,Xiaoqian,Xiaoyuan,April and Yanling.I got to say i was really proud to be in this team.GO KEMBANGAN YOUTH!!信心!

KOIZORA

2008-06-10T01:12:00.000-07:00

RANDOM PICTURE OF THE SKY THAT I TOOK:

THE STAIRCASE TO HEAVEN?

PRETTY EH?

TOOK THESE YESTERDAY AT THE BASKETBALL COURT

ON THE WAY HOME

CLEAR SKY

ABIT OF THE SUNSET

ON THE BUS HOME

EMO

2008-06-08T06:34:00.000-07:00

AWW~I'm gonna cry soon.I CANNOT GO for the 4DDDDDDDD'c chalet on friday!!
I wanne see everyone! but i got training but it was cancelled later.then i have to go to my aunt house because of the Malaysia trip the next day!ARGH!Okay,I'm crying now.SHEESH.I want to GOOOOOOOOOO~

Okay.I am going back to my emo-ing.

PREVIEW:pictures of desaru(that's in Malaysia) trip.

Okay.Back to my emo-ing.

NEW TEMPLATE

2008-06-02T07:36:00.000-07:00

YAYS~got my new template finally after such a LONG LONG LONG time.It has this nice efect doesn't it?like you are seeing the sunset/sundawn.WOW.I suddenly have this obession with SKY after watching KOIZORA again.(to those who haven watch.shame on you)The pictures at the ending with the MR CHILDREN's song really captures my attention!AWW~Maybe it has to do with my NATSUKASHI feelings that i have these few weeks.Prolly because of the gatherings that i will be attending this week!

1.08S07 CLASS GATHERING on 3 JUNE(tues)
2.STANDREWJC BASKETBALL CHALET on 4 JUNE(wed)
3.4DDDDDDDDDDDD<3 BBQ! on 6 JUNE(fri)

SO!I've had been on friendster these few days to look for all my LONG LOST friends! and guess what!SIJIA which is now my 08A02 mate was from the same class during when we were PRIMARY ONE!OMG!can you believe that?FATE really works in a wierd,heh?and through her I found my PRIMARY TWO and THREE BESTFRIEND i had,SHERRIE!It had been SO SO long since i communicated(?) with her!

AND!I find that 4DDDDDDDDDD<3 is really the BEST class!It seems that EVERYONE is SO SO looking forward to that BBQ on FRIDAY!AWW~~~The feeling is SO GREAT!the feeling of wanting to gather as a CLASS AGAIN!YAYS to that!In the beginning we were so not interested in that some time as we are So SICK(?) of seeing each other EVERYDAY plus the sat we have to come back for MRS RAJA's class!But really not able to see everyone for such a long time really make us treasure each other more!RIGHT!

SO LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS WEEK'S EVENTS!

PS.On the side note:received my results for the TERM.YIKES,I failed ECONS and MATHS(expected)U grade!S for GP. but at least i had a NICE C for geog!and D for GSC.HA!I didn't let down MRS RAJA,MR SEAH and XIANGLAOSHI!SHEESH for my results though~

LAST DAY OF MAY

2008-05-30T22:28:00.000-07:00

TODAY is the last day of MAY,THE THIRTY-FIRST OF MAY.YEPP.I would like the post some,or lot of pictures!Oh yar,and tomorrow will be the first match of Kg.Ubi Kembangan!!WOOTS!against Combined School White.YIKES~I am feeling quite nervous and egg-cited now.JIAYOUS!

LET THE RANDOMNESS BEGIN!

This is the jersey we are wearing!ORANGE! and it is still my number fifteen!
REMINDERS:
1.To bring both sets of jerseys
2.To bring the 10 pairs of pants
3.To be there 1 hour before match
4.To bring nail clippers
5.To bring homework
6.To eat 2 hours before hand
7.JIAYOUS and do my best!

This is my class 08A02!

JASMINE and ME

This is what we made for our seniors!We love our Seniors very much<333

WEN FANGYIN ME

NEW YORK NEW YORK.BEFORE.

AFTER.

This was a GIGANTIC BURGER!BEFORE.

AFTER.

NCHS　なつかし

2008-05-23T22:33:00.000-07:00

School finally came to a close and this was the day everyone was anticipating!(unless you count in the extra three days we hafta come back for extra lessons.yuck)Yesterday was the TEAM SAJC closing ceremony and sadly we didn't get to get our prize presentated and didn't get announced"Now we present to you,SAJC basketball Girls Team".Nevertheless,we had FREE CONE DAY in SAJC too.But sadly not Ben and Jerry's.The whole school get to get one you know.The drink store auntie was so funny when she complained that she didn't get to get free ice cream from the store saying that she did not have the coupon to claim one.
later in the day,i took some time off to go down to NCHS,YES,NCHS!It has such a long time since i went down!And i also played a friendly game with my juniors too!I missed MY CHEESE TOFU!!finally got to eat it!!I saw some teachers,Like our MRS RAJA!!Gave her a nice BIG hug!and she even told me how to do my GP essay properly.How MRS RAJA eh?I saw Mr Lim,My NICE Sec.2 PE teacher!He is still really CUTE!and NICE!AWW~Unfortuantely,I didn't get to see Mr Tien and Mr Rahim!!Fortunately,I didn't see Mr Ting.haha~Oh yar,I saw Mr SEE~~~~Still as funny and scared(?)of me as ever~haha~

in the end we won 80-18.We were actually only down to 5 players playing FULL TIME but Yanling also came down to help us with 6 players then.Wen said to organise a Senior VS Junior friendly during the holidays!

SEE MY CUTE WEN!

Sorry Linsin Coach,but i didn't take this.haha~

Team Dinner

2008-05-01T04:30:00.000-07:00

Today's the first of May!!Wow,four months has just passed like that!I have joined the lively Saints' family for four months already!However,Season is going to finished in 3 weeks!I really gonna missed my seniors after this!AWW~~feeling so down and sad at the thought of this.
Anyways,Yesterday's training was draining for me as i had run 7 plus rounds the track during PE!!And everything was quite confusing for me during the HDB defence and the press and stuff.Sigh~
Anyways,We had our so called Team Dinner after training.but only 7 people came though,Kiaboon says that it was all because Nicole had organised it.So it was only Nicole ,Rachel,Mag, Jasmine, Kiaboon, Jing Feng and me who went.We went to Ps thinking of what to eat.No Mac, No Krubsy,No food court so we can we eat?? We in the end decided on Ajisan, you know the Ramen shop?Yepp,We waited for quite some time as there was any space for seven people.It quite annoying you know where people who was lining up behind you kept going in before you.But we entertained ourselves with our conversation.And I found out another side of Nicole who was so angry when a little boy cut her queue.hahahah.The Manager? there was quite funny who kept telling me to buy that nice ikea chair.and gave us free drinks.Me and Nicole couldn't finished most of what we ordered and we should really share next time!Anyways,And went home quite late about 10.40pm like that,and i think my mum was furious!Oh dear!

THESE was what we ate!Sorry Jingfeng!

YEPP~!

2008-04-29T07:03:00.000-07:00

HEY GUYS~I'm back again!I realised small letters also not bad!So i shall revert back to small letters so no one will mistake i was screaming!hahas~Neverminds,we did our 3km run today at about 5plus which i was dreading after i saw "Mr. Khoo's Secret Recipe".But i think i did well!So proud of myself.However, it think i have high inertia.I tend to take some time to take off to have the momenteum to continue running!GO XIAYU!YAYS!

Today was such an eventful day all the way from the start of school.
Firstly,I was wearing my contacts lens in the toliet today in the morning and i went out with only one side in my eyes!The other one dropped OUT!!!I found it funny and close my eye and found it blur!!!Then i was like SHIT!then rushed back to the toliet and placed in a spare one.So now,I have ONE spare contact.SIGH~

Then After assembly,I saw PAPER got scolded.I wonder why?Okay,and PAPER was scolded twice~I wonder again WHY?

Okay,next,My class was supposed to be going to support the Tenpin Bowling Team.But the Bus was too FULL to get us in so we didn't go~ANYWAYS,I didn't FEEL like going anyways~So nevermind.But i felt kinda GUILTY not going for GSC.but i dun need to go anyways if i have gotten on THAT bus.

After that Me and Benhui went up to the Library to SLACK but in the end we did our GEOGRAPHY RESEARCH lor.So hardworking right.Benhui even fell asleep when we were on it.Today was BEN and JERRY's FREE CONE DAY!AWW,and i MISSED IT!! I wonder if Benhui really went for it.Nevermind,thinking of it makes me hungry.(in the thought of it,famine day!!!I think i won't make it!!!)

Then i went to meet Rachel!for lunch.Thanks Rachel for listening to me talk and talk and talk again.Was still feeling depressed again.then we went up to the library to MUG!Later,Krist and Jing Feng came to join us too.They were laughing about my photo lor.That one in my phone?I realised it was damn funny too,couldn't stop laughing myself.We observed a moment of silence where we worked and MUG!Felt accomplished as i compiled my economics notes and got some facts right.YAYS!

Okay,When we were almost done,I went to Meet Jasmine who had just finshed her Biology test!Suddenly there was this wave of tiredness that came over me.I felt SO SO tired and So Sad and depressed suddenly,It was really very sudden.I also dunno why.I really felt like crying and really did cried,like no one's business like that.there was this depressed feeling i feel within my heart,it was a very tight feel around my heart.that i just felt like crying and it was the only way to remove that feeling!but i felt alittle better after that!and after all that running too!YAYS!

We were stretching after our run and 99 and everyone was thinking of the retro songs and acarde games that we had played before.So Retro but everyone seems to be having fun especially with the DDR,which i didn't play before lor.hahas~

There's training after school tomorrow!Jiayous!!Go Saints!and everyone's going for dinner? YAYS!Cheers and have a good day?(LAUGHS)

Depressed!!~

2008-04-28T22:08:00.000-07:00

ARGH!EVEN THOUGH WE WON YESTERDAY'S GAME!71-15 AGAINST AJC.IT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A FAIRLY EASY GAME FOR OUR TEAM BUT I WAS JUST UNABLE TO PERFORM AGAIN NOT TO MENTION NOT SCORING ANYTHING AGAIN!THIS IS SUPER DAMN DEPRESSING FOR ME.MR KHOO EVEN COMMENTED THAT HE DIDN'T EVEN KNOW WHAT WAS I DOING INSIDE THE COURT.SIGH!MAYBE I GAVE MYSELF TOOOO MUCH STRESSED FOR YESTERDAY'S GAME!!!I DUNNO WHY BUT I SEEMED TO BE UNABLE TO FOCUS IN THE GAME!ARGH!DIDN'T SCORE ANYTHING AGAIN SINCE THE MATCH AGAINST TPJC WHICH WAS ALSO A FAIRLY EASY GAME FOR OUR TEAM!HOWEVER,SAJC IS IN THE SECOND ROUND!HEADING UP WITH HCI,JJC AND TJC.REALLY HOPE WE MOVE UP TO THE SEMI-FINALS!GO SAINTS!GO XIAYU!I NEED TO PUT MY HEAD INTO THE GAME AND TRY MY HARDEST!!JIAYOUS!!!

April Shop-ed

2008-04-27T06:03:00.000-07:00

HEYS,I'M BACK! HERE WITH THE UPDATE OF WHAT I SHOP-ED DURING APRIL!!

FIRSTLY,MY TEAM BAG!!I LOVE IT!THE FEEL OF THE WHOLE CARRY THE SAME BAG MAKES YOU FEEL WOO-HOO~~

THIS IS WHAT OUR MENTOR TRICIA MADE FOR US!I REALLY HEART IT!!SHE GAVE EVERYONE ONE, YOU KNOW TO DIFFERENTIATE OUR BAGS.HAHA.

NAKOYOSHI MANGA!!!YAYS!

THIS WAS THE FREE GIFT THAT CAME WITH IT!CUTE RIGHT?BUT SADLY ITS PINK~

THIS IS DAMN COOL RIGHT?!!I LOVE THIS!THOUGH QUITE EXPENSIVE~~IT IS NOW MY NEW WALLET!

YEPP~I TOOK THE TIE FROM THE SA BEARS(BELOW) THAT I BOUGHT~NICE HANDPHONE STRAP RIGHT?

THE ST ANDREW'S BEAR I BOUGHT!FOR CHARITY!HAHA~I STOLE THE GUY'S TIE!

shook awake by rachel

2008-04-26T03:00:00.000-07:00

heys, I was finally shook awake by Rachel(I love Rachel!!)to update my overly dead blog.Looks like i think i need to change a nice blog skin soon.i seemed to be too lazy these few weeks.School has been draining me out and i had not made much connections with my computer for a long long time!Okay okay.Let's not talk about school here.Oh yar,our TEAM has been winning these few matches!So proud of my Seniors! As i haven had done much in these two matches!I have to wake up soon!! or i won't be playing anymore!GO GO! GO SAINTS! really hope we can really make it to the Finals if not the Semi-finals.SA,加油,SA,SA,加油！加油！,SA,SA,SA,加油，加油，加油！

I went to see the guys match yesterday,as there wasn't GP,Miss Lee didn't come.YES!Yesterday was their last match of their season!Their case was super sad,they lost to that idoitic TPJC by 2 points and IJC by a mere 3 points.and was unable to make it the second round!,tough fight,guys.But you can really see them fighting hard!Really sad for them.Jasmine said she even saw Eng Seng(is this how you spell his name?)CRY! AWWWW~ super sad!!OH YAR,YESTERDAY:

Rachel called me to ask me whether i wanted to go see the guys and i agreed as i didn't have class and i wanted to support the guys team for their last.I actually had gave up going to watch as class ended at 2.30pm and their started at 2.10pm.but as you all know Miss Lee didn't come and YAYS! i was able to go.Rachel gave my number to Joel who wanted to go as well.so i met up with him to go from school to meet rachel as well who was coming from PS.Joel was telling me about Alwin who went for our SRJC match.And till now i still find it funny.

When Rachel didn't score:Alwin was like"AWWWW!"and lie down to the sit.
When Rachel got touched by the opponent:he was like "Foul LAH!!!"
When Rachel scored!: He stand up and said "YES!!"
OMG,it was so super funny!but cute!(i think i saw Rachel staring at me after she saw this)

When we reached they guys were playing their second quarter already,and luckily they were leading but a small margin.They won in the end.Relieved that at least it ended well for them.Then i went with Tricia and Rachel to the MRT station to meet Anne and after that PPH.(shall update you guys the things i bought for the past month)Thanks PPH for the 铁蛋，the Nakayoshi Manga which i wanted to see so badly and the Blaue Rosen Manga~YAYS!

比賽還沒輸，第六球還沒投進

2008-03-10T09:53:00.000-07:00

跟你的最後一場賽事
我有六球的機會

第一次
我根本不知道該不該出手
愛情就像鬥牛一樣，只要最後一粒球還沒進
勝負就還沒有分出來

第二次
我認爲我根本沒有選手的資格
第三球和第四球
我讓計分板留下空白
也用假動作掩飾悲傷

第五球
我只能看者你的背影棄權
被質問這就是你的永不放棄嗎
我苦苦的哀求者你，要你回頭

最後一球
我連球都沒了
我的時間也停在了這一刻
不知道有沒有重心啓動的一天

我們輸了嗎
不
因爲我把球傳給了你
讓我們一起加油，千萬別放棄

希望能讓這個世界知道
勝負永遠可以逆轉

Heavenly days

2008-03-09T09:38:00.001-07:00

Aragaki Yui - Heavenly Days

http://www.mediafire.com/?fml322db9gn

目覚ましが鳴る

前に起きて時を止める

思い出せるのは

もうなんとなくだけど　君の事

一億分の君に会えた

奇跡なんかも

いつの間にか　忘れちゃうかな

忘れた事さえもきっと

忘れてしまうの?

ヘブンリーデイズ

胸のポケットの部屋

君の消えたぬくもりを探すよ

もう二度と

君を想う事はなくても　あぁ

まだ少し暖かい

あの日々に鍵をかけて

歩き疲れて　座り込んで

途方に暮れて

叶わない夢　運命とか

二人なら言えた

改札口で言えなかった

言いたかった

「ありがとう」って

言葉はたぶん

「さよなら」よりも悲しい

言葉に思うの

ヘブンリーデイズ

うまく笑えてたかな

最後のキスシーン

震える君の手も

握れなかった

涙さえ落ちなかった　あぁ

ひとりぼっちになり

今更溢れ出すよ

ヘブンリーデイズ

胸のポケットの部屋

君の消えたぬくもりを探すよ

もう二度と

君を想う事はなくても　あぁ

手を伸ばしてみても

ここにはもう居ないよ

新しい光の下　歩き出すよ

VAN制作

New Life At SAJC

2008-03-07T23:46:00.000-08:00

I REALISED IT HAS BEEN SO SO SO LONG SINCE I UPDATED MY BLOG!iT'S DIE-ING!FIRSTLY,I'LL REPLY MY CHATBOX.

@LANGLANG:YUP,YUP.REALLY VERY LAME.HAHA~
@MA-DINE:YAR LOR,NVM.WILL HAVE CHANCE.WON'T ONE LAH.HAVE FUN AT NP.
@BEAR:WAH,BEAR.SPAM ME? BAD GIRL!ERM,SEE WHAT TIME.CONFIRM TIME WITH ME CAN?
@CHIX:APPEARANTLY SO.HAHA~MY BLOG.HAHA!
@CEY: HEYYO. YUP.NEED TO*ERM-HEM* GO OUT WITH ME BUY STUFF*ERM-HEM*.HAHAS~

WOO.FINALLY FINISHED REPLY-ING!I'M GONNA POST PICTURES NOW.AS THEY SAY A PICTURE SAYS A THOUSAND WORDS!HAHAS.I HAVE BEEN BUSY WITH MY SCHOOLWORK RECENTLY.SIGH,STILL ABIT BLANK ABOUT H2MATHS AND STUFF.OH YAR,I HAVE CHANGED MY COMBINATIONS AGAIN.LETS SEE,H2-GEOGRAPHY.ECONOMICS,MATHEMATICS AND H1-1 YEAR COURSE OF GSC.PLUS THE COMPLUSARY GENERAL PAPER AND PROJECT WORK. THAT EQUALS TO 6 SUBJECTS THEN.OH,IF YOU HAVEN REALISED.I HAVE TRANSFERRED MYSELF TO THE ARTS FACULTY.WHICH EVERYONE THOUGHT IT WAS WIERD.CAUSE NORMALLY PEOPLE WOULD WANNE FIGHT TO GO INTO THE SCIENCE FACULTY BUT I WANTED ARTS!

OKAYS,MY NEW CLASS IS REALTIVELY FRIENDLY,BUT I AM IN LIKE A GROUP OF OUTCAST IN THE CLASS(THAT'S WHAT WE SAY,BUT NOT TRUE)WHICH HAS SEVEN PEOPLE!OH,I AM WORRYING ABOUT MAKING THE SA BASKETALL TEAM THIS YEAR.YIKES! I HOPE I MAKE IT.BUT I MIGHT BE THE WEAKEST LINK ON THE TEAM THAT IS.SIGH,DUE TO MY LACK OF STAMINA!LET'S WORK HARD ANYWAYS!THE SENIORS HAVE BEEN COMPLAINING THAT WE ARE WORKING TOO HARD FOR OUR STUDIES,ISN'T THAT IRONICAL?BUT I REALLY THINK I NEED TO WORK HARD.I THINK I'M LACKING ABIT BEFORE THE OTHERS.ESP.MY MATHS! GAMBATTE!

CRAP,WE HAVE BEEN GIVEN DAMN ALOT OF HOMEWORK THIS HOLIDAYS.I THINK THE TEACHERS ARE CRAZY.LET'S SEE,A 800 WORDS COMPOSITION FOR GP.TOPIC:ON THE CHANGES OF SINGAPORE IN THE 21ST CENTURY?THEN THERE'S LIKE MOUNTAIN OF HOMEWORK FOR MATHEMATICS!(WHILE ON THE SUBJECT.I BOUGHT MT GRAPHIC CALCULATOR,WHICH COST $145!EXPENSIVE RIGHT?I BOUGHT THE CHEAPER ONE ALREADY!THE MORE EX ONE COST $195.MY MUM WAS ASKING WHY I NEED SUCH AN EXPENSIVE CALCULATOR.BUT IT IS NEEDED THOUGH.)BACK TO HOMEWORK:ECONOMICS,I THINK THAT IS TWO ESSAY QUESTIONS.AND GEOGRAPHY,THERE IS THE WHOLE TUTORIALS TO DO.AND AND AND,EVEN GENERAL STUDIES IN CHINESE(GCS) HAS LOTS OF HOMEWORK,WHICH INCLUDES A 600 WORD COMPO AND ANOTHER COMPRE.I WONDER IF THERE WAS AN HOLIDAY FOR ME.ALSO,THE IS STILL MY SYUURA TRANLATIONS FOR.BEAR:I'M TRANLATING CHAPTER 16 OF KKC FOR SYUURA!YAYS!NEVERTHELESS,I WILL TRY TO TAKE SOME TIME OFF TOO.I HOPE.FOR RESTING.所謂，休息室爲了要走更長的路。I AM DEFINITELY LOOKING FORWARDS TOWARDS JUNE HOLIDAYS!THE ECONS TEST ON FRIDAY?I ACTUALLY OBTAIN A 9/10!BUT IT WAS MCQ LAH.HAHA.

LIST OF EVENTS:

-MAG'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATIONS

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAG!

THE THREE JUNIORS OF SA BASKETBALL 2008

WE LOVE THE FOOD AT SAS

-FEBUARARY BABIES BIRTHDAY CELEBRATIONS(JINGFENG AND MAG)

JINGFENG AND MAG!HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

TEAM SAJC BASKETBALL

WOAH!

不要拍我！

都叫你不要拍我了，你還拍？在拍我就打你哦！！

-AHMAD IBRAHIM DOUBLE VICTORY!

JASMINE AND HER TEAMMATES(AI)
THIS YEAR NORTH ZONE BASKETBALL CHAMPIONSHIP HAS BEEN DOMINTAED BY AHMAD IBRAHIM!ANDERSON HAS FINALLY BEEN BEATEN!!NCHS HAS OBTAIN THIRD.SAD SAD.

-EXTRA(YUMMY ICE CREAM WAFFLES AT POP CAFE)

DOESN'T IT LOOK DAMN YUMMY?

THAT'S ALL FOR TODAY!HOPE I HAVE A FRUITFUL? HOLIDAY! ^ ^

IN REPLY TO PPH!

2008-02-17T03:59:00.000-08:00

HEYS!THE POST IS DEDICATED TO PPH!IN REPLY TO YOUR QUESTION!LIFE HAS BEEN VERY BUSY ADN TIRED OF COURSE,I HAVE NOT MUCH TIME TO EAT AND SLACK!SIGHS!BUSY WITH LECTURES,TUTORIES AND TRAININGS!

THIS IS CNY!PICTURE OF ME BEING SO CHEENA AS I AM ALREADY AM!

PLUS BEING A MANDRAIN ORANGE.(I'M WEARING ORANGE AND I SPEAK MANDRAIN)

AND THERE WAS FRIENDSHIP WEEK!

DID QUITE ALOT OF LAME STUFF(:

HERE'S ANOTHER ONE TOO

OKAY,I REALLY AM LAME!LOLS!

FIRST TIME EATING SUPERDOG IN MY LIFE!YAYS!

CALLING IT SUPERDOG-ED

MY CLASS 08S07(THIS IS CLASS OUTING)

WE LOVE SLACKING AT THE GALLERY!

SO SO,DO YOU KNOW HOW LIFE NOW?HAHA~

武裝

2008-02-11T04:36:00.000-08:00

環境總會強迫一個人
去顯露連自己都討厭的武裝
當你大聲地說出自己的内心話
我露出瞧不起的態度
瞧不起的
卻是我自己冷漠
當你爲了我而發生危險
我覺得這一切都是麻煩
但不斷害你的麻煩
卻是我
但你跌倒時
我絕對不伸手去扶你
但害你一直跌跌撞撞的人
也是我
你知道嗎
這些討厭的武裝
其實一碰就瓦解
因爲
在喜歡的人面前
無論是誰
都是脆弱的

CNY Second day

2008-02-08T04:32:00.000-08:00

THESE ARE THE PICTURES OF BOREDOM WE TOOK!ENJOY!

I CALL THIS THE GREAT LEAPT PART TWO:

JIAA'S GREAT LEAPT

MY GAY-ED BROTHER(TRYING ON JIAA'S EARING)

OUR STAR(NOTE:MY BROTHER IS USING HIS FOURTH AND FIFTH FINGER.FINGERS TOO LONG)

WHAT ARE THEY LOOKING AT?

JIAA AND BROTHER'S GREAT LEAPT!

PART TWO OD THEIR LEAPT JOINING HANDS!

MY GREAT LEAPT!

WHAT HAPPENED??!

路人甲PLUS WHAT ARE WE DOING?!

LOCK OUTSIDE(STILL HAVE MOOD TO TAKE PHOTOTS)

LETTER BOX'S REFLECTION(ERM,FACE DISTORTED!)

I LOOK SO GAY.PLUS OTHERS TOO.DO-RE-MI~~

TODAY WENT TO THE 刘氏会馆~TO TAKE 奖学金.QUITE SHOCKINGLY,IT WAS NOT THE EXPECTED 50 BUCKS BUT 90!YAYS YAYS!GREAT.AT LEAST I HAVE MORE TO SPEND ON!YAYS YAYS YAYS AND MORE YAYS!BUT THE ORNAGE RECEIVED WAS ONE BIG ONE SMALL.WAS LAUGHING AT IT.HAHAS!IT WAS QUITE A SHORT EVENT TODAY.THE PHOTO TAKING WAS LAME.AND JIAA WAS SHORT?HAHAS~NVM,JUST QUITE LAME AND BORING.AFTERTHAT THE FLASH WAS STILL IN MY EYES.YOU KNOW HOW IS THAT RIGHT WHEN YOU SEE THE SHAPE OF THE FLASH WHEN YOU BLINK YOUR EYES.^^

2008 HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

2008-02-07T08:18:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!HAVE A GOOD NEWS AND A BAD NEWS FOR YOU ALL! GOOD NEWS:I AM NOW OFFICIALLY AN AUNT FOR GOODNESS SAKE! BAD NEWS: BEING AN AUNT,I FEEL THAT I OLD LIAO!HMM,LETS HAVE SOME PICTURES.HAVE PICTURES OF MY NIECE(?),NOT USED TO IT YET!HAHAS!CUTE!^^

THIS IS MY SIS WITH MY NIECE,I THINK SHE IS CALLED REBECCA?

THIS IS WHAT I WORE FOR CHINESE NEW YEAR!ERM,THE RED TIE WAS THE ONLY THING RED!

MY GREAT SHOOTING SKILLS,SHOWING THE GREAT LEAPT!

WERE BORED AT THE WOID DECK WITH JIAA,TOOK PHOTOS AND IT WAS DAMN FUNNY AND WIERD!THIS WAS TAKEN WITH JIAA'S PHONE!CUTE RIGHT?HAHAS~

GREAT SCORE THAT I MADE WITH COUSIN FOR BASKETABALL SHOOTING!FIRST TIME EVER!COOL:)

HMM.TICKET!YAYS!

OKAYS,TODAY WAS QUITE OKAY!WENT TO WATCH 功夫DUNK TODAY!IT WAS QUITE LAME AND FUNNY.HAHAS.HAD QUITE A LAUGH ON CHINESE NEW YEAR THIS YEAR!TIME WAS THE FIRST TIME THAT I WENT WATCHING MOVIE ON CNY!HAHAS!YAR,TOMORROW GONNA GO LIU SHI HUI GUAN TO TAKE THE MONEY,獎學金?DAMN WIERD LAH,50 BUCKS!AND THIS YEAR ANYBAO SHRINK IN SIZE.ONLY RECEIVED 94 BUCKS? THATS LIKE...HMM,BUT APPRECIATED IT ANYWAYS!I AM NOW SO HUNGRY.DIDN'T HAVE DINNER TODAY.THOUGH IT IS GOOD OPPORTUNATY TO SLIM DOWN ALITTLE.ESP. AFTER EATING SO MUCH TODAY:)

長大之後

2008-02-05T22:28:00.000-08:00

人長大了
就會有越來越多的沒有
有越來越多
沒有可能辦到的事情
長大后
也有越來越多
沒有辦法回應的話
長大后
也有越來越多
沒有人照顧的時候
長大后
有越來越多
沒有理由的愛情挫折
人長大后
真的有好多的沒有
但是讓人長大的
也是這些沒有

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

2008-01-28T04:01:00.000-08:00

17才誕生日　おめてとう!
Did you know that on your birthday the Sun returns to the exact position in the sky as it was the day you were born? This is called a Solar Return. So,today the sun returned to the day when i was born! Today's my seventeenth birthday!

FEELING ALITTLE DISAPPOINTED ABOUT THIS YEAR'S BIRTHDAY AND I WAVED GOODBYE TO IT.TODAY'S THE 29 OF JANUARY! AND NOW I HAVE TO WAKE UP AND FACE REALITY BACK AGAIN.I FELT THIS YEAR'S BIRTHDAY LACK ALITTLE PEOPLE.HAHAS.I MEAN IWAS SUPPOSE TO MEET GERALDINE TO GO OUT TODAY BUT FAILED.(OKAY,GERALDINE,NOT BLAMING YOU REALLY!IT'S NOT YOU FAULT!I JUST ALITTLE DOWN ON MY LUCK!WE WILL GO OUT THE NEXT TIME!LOVES YA!)STAYING AT HOME THE WHOLE DAY.OKAYS,AND TODAY PAPA HAVE TO GO FOR HIS TEST AND I WAS ALONE AT HOME FOR AT LEAST 3 HOURS.HOW GREAT,ALONE ON MY BIRTHDAY.BUT I HAVE TO THANK PPH! I LOVED THE PRESENTS.LIT UP MY BIRTHDAY TODAY!THANKS!REALLY LOVE YOU TOO!(LAUGHS).SHE CLAIMED THAT SHE GAVE ME SHOE OIL,A PACKET OF MILK,PHOTOFRAME AND A VOUCHER? AND OF COURSE SHE IS LYING!SHOE OIL FOR GOD SAKE.AND BTW,I JUST WOKE UP WHEN SHE TOLD ME THAT.AND I WAS LIKE SHOE OIL??? A LOT OF QUESTION MARKS ON MY HEAD.LOVED THE "CARD" SHE GAVE.REALLY TOUCHING,CRIED AGAIN.(ENTERTAINING?)LET'S REALLY CONTINUE TO CELEBRATE OUR BIRTHDAY EVERY YEAR! PROMISE? LOOKS UP AT THE PHOTOS ABOVE.TOOK A PICTURE OF THE PRESENTS SHE GAVE.AND REALISED DIDN'T TAKE ONE IN.AND IT WAS ON MYSELF.(THE NICE PIN?)MY MUM SAY IT WAS PRETTY(AGREE).BY THE WAY.THANKING MAL'S PHONE CALL,WHEN I WAS ALONE AT HOME.HAHA~EVEN THOUGH DIDN'T TALK LONG.AND HER CHRISTMAS PRESENTS!(LOOKS UP AGAIN!)OH YAR,BOUGHT KKC MANGA BOOK 5! REALLY HAPPY!YAYS!

OKAYS,THANKING POHHONG,MALEDIENE,GERALDINE,MEI FANG,LYNETTE(FIRST ONE),PIN HUI,HUI SHI,YAQI,JIAA,JUE YING.VINCENT AND OF COURSE MY FAMILY! FOR THEIR WISHES! AND REMEMBERING MY BIRTHDAY!(I ALWAYS THINK MY BIRTHDAY IS EASILY FORGOTTEN!)YAYS!SEVENTEEN ALREADY.SIGHS.I'M OLD LIAO!

Went Out Today

2008-01-25T05:14:00.000-08:00

HEYS,HEYS,HEYS!FORGIVE FOR USING CAPITAL LETTERS.i FIND THE POST LOOKS NICER LIKE THIS.(LAUGHS)OKAY.TODAY'S THE DAY AFTER RESULTS RELEASE!! SO,FEELING QUITE RELIEVED.WE WENT OUT!YAYS.OKAY,THE OUTING TODAY WAS QUITE QUICK PLAN AND I ONLY KNEW ABOUT IT ABOUT ONE TO TWO DAYS AGO?ANYWAYS,MISSED THE BUS 133 WITH PPH AND MAL TODAY TO BUGIS.HAD TO SHAKE THE WHOLE WAY THERE MYSELF.GREAT RIGHT? DAMN SAD. OKAYS,REACHING THERE.I THOUGHT I WAS THE LASTEST BUT LEK WAS LATER THEN ME!HAHA! THEN WE WENT INTO BUGIS.WONDER WHAT'S THE AIM FOR TODAY'S "GOING OUT",GO THERE TO WALK WALK? SURE,WENT TO KINO FIRST! HAD SOME MUCH MANGAS I WANNE BUY! EEKS,DON'T HAVE THE MONEY TO DO SO.SIGHS,SIGHS.BUT I BOUGHT ONE MANGA ANYWAYS.THE ONE I AM READING RECENTLY--ZIG ZAG.YOU SEE IN THE PICTURE I UPLOADED.THE GUY IN THE MANGA IS CHO KAWAII(THAT'S HOW PPH WILL SAY!)THEN WENT FOR NEOPRINTS,(PPH DIDN'T WANT TO TAKE AGAIN AS USUAL.WONDER WENT SHE WILL DO THAT.PROLLY IF YASU INVITES HER TO DO SO.)OKAYS,TODAY'S ONE WAS DAMN JAT LUT.HORRIBLE.MY FACE WAS IN A MESS ALRIGHT.EITHER EYES CLOSE OR JUST PLAIN WIERD.TOO MANY PEOPLE TOO.I GUESS EVERYONE WILL AGREE WITH ME!OKAY,I DIDN'T PARTICIPATE IN THE DECORATIONS OF THE NEOPRINT.TOO MUCH PEOPLE IN THE BOOTH ANYWAYS.WITH LEK,MAL AND 老大！THERE ALREADY.MAYBE I WILL JUST MESS IT UP.KAYS,SO CONCLUSION DIDN'T DO ANYTHING.LEFT THE WORK TO THEM AND START SLACKING.BEEN READING BETWEEN THE LINES WITH PPH.SHE SAYS SHE DOESN'T DO NEOPRINTS,ONLY PICTURES.SO,I HAVE MY CAMERA.SO,LET'S HAVE A PICTURES.HAHA!AND SO THE RESULTS.WASN'T TOO GOOD.SHAKED!I TOTALLY FORGOT TO TAKE PHOTOS WITH THE REST.DAMN!FORGOT WHY I BROUGHT THE CAM OUT FOR.NVM,DO IT NEXT TIME.I HOPE.RIGHT,AFTER THAT WENT FOR LUNCH AS LEK WAS COMPLAINING.OH,I FOUND MY WATERMELON FORST(COOL NAME!) FOR MY PAINFUL OUCLES(?) AT WATSON BOFORE THAT.LUNCH WAS OKAY.JAPANESE FLAT NOODLE AT YOSHINOYA.THEN TO BUGIS STREET.WITH LOTS OF PEOPLE THERE.SARDINED THERE.PPH AND 老大！HAD THEIR PIERCINGS.OH MY.WAS PAINFUL ENOUGH TO WATCH SO.I EVEN CRIED.I WONDER.PAINFUL SIA,EVEN THOUGH I DIDN'T PIERCE.ARGH.I WONDER IF 老大！IS STILL HURTING NOW.THEN SHAKE FOR A WHILE BEFORE LEAVING FOR HOME.SARDINED IN THE BUS AGAIN.ARGH.

I WONDER WHEN WOULD BE THE NEXT TIME WE CAN GO OUT AGAIN.SIGHS.WE WILL BE LEAVING FOR OUR SEPARTED WAYS.HOPE IT WOULD BE SOON.REMEBER I HAVE EARLY FRIDAYS.HAHAS~BE SURE TO UPDATE MY TIMETABLE NEXT TIME.PLEASE CALL FOR APPOINTMENTS.(HAHA.WAS JUST JOKING.)(BUT PHONE ABIT DOWN.)

RESULTS!

2008-01-24T00:56:00.000-08:00

I GOT MY RESULTS!!!AND I THINK I DID GREAT!YAYS! TWELVE POINTS FOR MY L1R5 AND NINE POINTS FOR MY L1B4! YAYS YAYS AND MORE YAYS! AND MY WISH CAME TRUE..I KEPT WISHING I CAN GET TWELVE AND I DID! UNBELIEVEABLE RIGHT? ANYTHING CAN HAPPEN IF YOU BELIEVE!YAYS! OKAYS~HERE'S MY RESULTS!

ENGLISH:A2
CHINESE:A1
MATHEATICS:A2
SCIENCE:A1
GEOGRAPHY:B3
COMBINE HUMANITIES:B3
ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS:B4
HIGHER CHINESE:C5

I COULDN'T BELEIVE THAT I CAN GET AN A2 FOR MY ENGLISH!AND ALSO MY MATHEMATICS!AND BEST OF ALL,A B4 FOR MY ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS! WHICH I HAVE BEEN FAILING SINCE SECOMDARY THREE..HAHAS~SHOCKED SHOCKED! RELEIVE NOW THAT I GOT MY RESULTS! THINK I DID A GOOD JOB!YAYS!WILL BE ABLE TO GO SAJC NOW RIGHT?HAHAS!OH YAR,PPH AND MAL GOT 9 POINTS YOU KNOW.SO ENVIOUS! ARGH! BUT I DID WELL BY NOT LACKING BACK TOO MUCH! I IMPROVE QUITE ALOT COMPARE TO MY MID-YEAR(31 POINTS) AND PRELIM(20 POINTS)PROUD ABOUT MYSELF NOW! OH YAR, AND THIS PPH AND MAL ARE THROWING ME IN JC WHILE THEY TWO ARE ATTENDING THE SAME COURSE.PS ME AGAIN! SIGHS! AND FORGETS ABOUT ME IN THE FUTURE! SOBS SOBS~

ARGH! RESULTS!

2008-01-23T09:14:00.000-08:00

DAMN!Will be getting My Results today! DAMN DAMN DAMN!(Sorry for my rudeness)But No words seemed to can fit my feelings now! DAMN! Feeling the bottomless anxiety builting up inside of me!ARGH! The fear and nervousness and the anxiety!!Someone please help me.I can't stand it anymore! All is going to end by today!Maybe my death date today!OH MAN! I really hoped i did well! PRAYS!

COUNTING DOWN TO MY DEATH TIME:12 HOURS AND 40MINUTES!

WARNING

2008-01-22T06:31:00.000-08:00

WARNING!

Please,Please DO NOT try this sweet in the picture above!
They are highly unbearable,and it taste like a RED HOT CHILLI PEPPER!
Jamine tried one and drank about 3 LARGE CUPS OF WATER? She still can't treat it!
We were also cheated by our senior to try it,Luckily i didn't!
She said "IT WAS NICE!"
It cost 10cent per piece but the auntie gave us for free anyways.
You may want to try BUT YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED

Short Post

2008-01-17T06:22:00.000-08:00

Okays,I'm back! Back from training that is.Today's training was until eight plus wor.And we had Friendly with the SAJC's Seniors!Thought i played badly and that Jasmine WILL make the TEAM!YAYS!(am i suppose to be celebrating or SAD?)Okay,Neverminds.Oh yar...ATE THREE times today at school.YES,PPH..FOOD shall NEVER be removed!Let see,just blamed that we had too much breaks!I ate laksa in the morning.Chicken porridge in the afternoon.And Salmon burger for teabreak.But i was hungry when training started.WIERD!Shall eat lesser and watch my weight.Tomorrow's gonna be a short day and I am definitely looking forward to it.Oh yar,Have this stupid test tomorrow.Subject:H2 Chinese.Okay,I have to memorise the poem given and the meanings of the poem and the special things of the poem.And till now,i have just memorised the Poem ONLY.More to come.Wish me luck!Have a SNEAK Preview of it.

送友人BY李白(He's actually called李太白！Oh my! Li Too White)

青山横北郭，白水绕东城
此地为一别，孤蓬万里征
浮云游子意，落日故人情
挥手自兹去，萧萧班马鸣

COOL right.I actually remember these.HAHA~More to come about "what is the poem about"and the 特点of the poem..which are about one and a half page!!Hoped i survived!

First post of 2008

2008-01-16T00:24:00.000-08:00

I realised(Oh,I finally realised)that this is going to be the FIRST POST of the year 2008 for me!(CHEERS!)I haven't been updating for SO LONG!Also,I decided to change a Template for a change!I found this CUTE.I Wonder if yah-yah will go ya-ya if she saw this.However,this IS an old template already.I wanted to put the MASSU one,it was CUTE too.!Shall put that one later!Results taking are round the corner and i am feeling a little quesy now! Erm,I would like to know the DATE of the release,thank you very much!Is it:Choice number 1-The 25Jan Or choice number two-29Jan,Choice three-21 Jan and finally Choice number four-28Jan which I personally DO NOT want to get it on that day!Which is of course My birthday!AH HA!Okay,I'm not going to worry about my scores.Had Cross country TODAY!3.6KM~However i find it short!Mmm...It is either Time had pass quickly or My stamina had improve though i really wished it was the latter.Oh yar,and i got 147 among all the girls.GREAT.All the people in SA all siao one,run so fast,not like the people in NCHS.(Laughs)Life in SAJC had been BUSY.All the Lectures and Tutorials.Been triping at the Cafe benches and kept leaving stuff and the LTs.Okays,Class 08S07 been GREAT! We kept sticking to each other during breaks and deciding whether to skip lectures.HAHA~My timetable's been ALITTLE different than them.OKAY,BRACE YOURSELF!This is my Combination: H2 CHEMISTRY. H2 MATHEMATICS.(i think i gonna DIE there)H2 CHINESE.(everyone thought i was CRAZY) and H1 GEOGRAPHY. Okay,I actually found my Combination to be GOOD(shall condemn that word later),i quite like it.

Okay,I shall pronounced myself DEAD on the release day of O's results.

Basketball Camp

2007-12-29T00:05:00.000-08:00

B'Girls 2007

Just back from Basketball Camp Yesterday amd I am still dead beat.

Day One
Reached school at about 7 plus carrying all my barang baranga.To be exact, i have THREE bags.My And1 bag(that BIG bag),My Sec.1 school bag and Coach gift bag,which was also very big..So, i was like this Siao Za Bo carrying so much stuff.Lucky my dad drive me there or I'll wonder how people looked at me.However, the juniors bags doesn't seemed that much neither.I begin to wonder what i brought.But i didn't care anyways.okay.back to camp.We placed our stuff at 2A and went for our morning training.It was my first day back from training and i had to run 45 rounds around the basketball court! I almost died from running that!

I'm in Korea

2007-12-12T22:03:00.000-08:00

Hey hey hey..Hellos everyone..I'm right here in Korea!
It's still very cold here..I'm practically freezing!
It's about 5 to 6 degrees here in Seoul,but in yongpyong its
about 1 to 2 degrees..Thats real cold! Oh, i tries skiiing..
and i fell about 4 times in the 2days!Ouch....Okie,i will continue
when i'm back!now, no time! haha~
JA!

P.S. I wanne watch my 斗牛要不要！

Photos Time

2007-12-07T09:37:00.000-08:00

Let's Have Some Photos Before I leave For Korea.I recently just inherted my sis's camera, that's holy a impossible time to happened to me!So, i have taken alot of photos by the way.

Before

After

Before

After

Is that alot of differences?

My mum bought this new jacket for me.Nice?Its orange^^

My packed suitcase,ready to head for Korea!GO!

About to leave in about a day or less.It's now about 2 in the morning,and i am still typing my blog.Yikes,i am going mad.Please ask Mal about this,she will have experience.I just hope i don't become an ice stick when i come back.Its about -5 degrees in Korea now! Everyone, wish me luck! I hope i have brought enough clothes!i'll have to sit on it later.it's abit full right now.(Burp!)
I'm having mixed feelings right now.Feeling abit nervous and excited.Nervous as i'm scared i forgot to bring something and of flight.Excited as of course i'm going overseas!YAYS!Hope i have lots of nice gifts back, so i would not be worrying about X'mas gift!Okays, i have to sleep now! See you guys in another 9days! JA!

Announcement

2007-11-29T01:46:00.000-08:00

this is a picture of my tofu

I HAVE FINALLY BOUGHT MY YELLOW TOFU!!
This happened on the 29 of November 2007,at 2:49 in the afternoon, in Bishan Junction 8.I was having my lunch with kia boon, Krist, Nicole and Oh! ShanTing at Bishan Junction 8,when we finished our training in the morning.They were preparing for their training tour this week on the first of December,and were doing their shopping for the tour.I suddenly remember that Junction 8 have Action City and requested to go there.And there, My Yellow Tofu was sitting on the shelves waiting for me to buy it!(i having decided on its gender.)Finally,after searching for it for many months,i bought it home!

Children Are Like Sunflowers

2007-11-24T22:15:00.000-08:00

Children are like sunflowers.
They follow as if their parents were the sun.
If they suddenly lose the sun,
the children will go back and forth in the darkness.

向日葵永遠都會繞者太陽走
太陽是他們世界的中心點
失去了，他們也將失去一切方向

我好无聊1

2007-11-12T23:12:00.000-08:00

刚考完使得我呢...现在过着非常无聊的生活当儿~本人我也觉得生活实在有够无聊的~
就说说上个星期五吧？早上9点去跑步了~我跑了7圈stadium哦~那时about 2.8km吧？
算挺厉害的！但是可能是太久没有跑了吧？我尽然脚软了！做cooling down的时候，
脚还真软~真丢脸~算了，就当作是太久没有跑步了吧！I'll let myself off!YOSH!

然后真的就觉得非常无聊~就和PPH出门去了！我们去了BUGIS,CHINATOWN还有BISHAN...
我们尽然第一次在BUGIS逛差不多1个多钟头就走了！直呼奇迹！PPH bought herself the
WINK UP MAGAZINE..KANJANI8!MURAKAMI!HAHA~

Anyways,then we left for bras bersah(do you spell it like this?)after of course
getting my food!PPH wanted to see if her text book could be sold..i wonder..
i bought mt sneakers balls there..been finding it for a long time..the basketball
kind i wanted..(#sneakers balls are the kind of balls you put into your shoes to
prevent you shoes from getting to smelly)Okay,then we went popular and i bought my
2008星座书！（拔刀相助！）Nevermind if you don't understand me..

then we head to CHINATOWN to look for WEEEEK!which couldn't be found!sigh~
It seems that it haven't arrived at the moment..PPH bought V6..She was quite high..
then we took 54 and shake a long way to bugis~mind you it was a LOOOONG way to shake~
it almost cost my life!(okay,not that bad!)

Finally reaching BISHAN,J8..
We seemed very desperate in wanting to turn the capsule machine..and the change machine didn't us give us the change for it!we were this two desperate people wanting to have a dollar coins!(We are really BAKAS!)No Luck finding TOFU here either!Kinda sad!i also didnt find it at BUGIS!OH! i finally bought my running top!
its orange with red strips!kinda striking you know..haha..even though red was more AA!=)We finally had so change when PPH bought her necklace..i'm still wondering why she said the necklace was a gift?haha~(NICE PACKAGING?)香包i've called it!=)NVM,we finally got to turb the capsuke machine!I've got what i wanted..its abit long though..

I've written so much!but i'm not done yet!but i'll stop now!See ya guys later!
JA!

人生的生死離別

2007-11-08T02:40:00.000-08:00

My mum yesterday just told me that 公公要走了。This is such a wierd feeling....Prolly i have never meet with such a thing..its scary..a feeling that cannot be type into words..but my mum just say that when he's gone ,it will be better as it will be painful for him to continue living.this is a world that i've never met with....陌生的有點可怕。She even says it might happened in a day or two....Thats even more scary...恐い、恐い、恐い......

放下重任，如釋重負

2007-11-07T18:48:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was the last O's paper for me....is WAS such a great felief for me! PPH prolly still have 4day to go with! 頑張ってね!I'll been still supporting you from the back! but anyways,its MCQ! I know Tien says it's important! but MCQs,won't been as bad as a written one isn't it! FIGHTING!
But i still have this wierd feeling..time just i still have this wierd feeling..time just seem to just walk past you with you noticing it..マジ?Yup! Whoosh..there are 100 Days to O's, while whoosh there's 2 weeeeks! left To O's, while whoosh there's 2 weeeeks! left..and later the start of O's..then the day before the last paper of O's..and TA-DA! and end of O's!BTW, i even went shopping yesterday! with ma-dine, Fang ,and 老大! Don't how i did it but i just spend about $40 with me realising it! MMM..i spend mostly in Kino..the comics!haha~ i just couldn't resist..i finally complete one of my collections..(which the collection only has 5books,i'm pathetic)! and the テニスの王子様 10.5! its a fan book really..but there's this funny page with tezuka only has oniy 一號表情，for his 喜怒哀樂！
okay, back with my spending..oh yar,i bought another pack of 信紙!anyways,in conclusion i spend like $25 in kino,and ma-dine spend about $30..haha~~then we went to taka..MMM..spend $10 for a knick kack bag..i thought i was cute!haha~~想想, its quite EX..but since its end of O's,i'll let myself off this time!
then we went to plaza sing...couldn't find my tofu again...my tofu!Sad,you know...maybe i'll go next week and go find again..also, i feel like buying a shoe bag, running shorts and a running top!i'll add that to my wish list..TOFU!!Oh yar,i still wanne buy Weeeek singles,and Pacific!okay,i'll annouced myself broke by this week..haha~

So,i wish all the best to PPH,Pris and the 6 other taking the MCQs next week!加油！i'l be rooting for all of you!

I Found These CUTE

2007-11-06T04:15:00.000-08:00

I Found These Here..Hereby I'm Not Breaking And Entering..(Does That Make Sense To You?)
http://night-child80.livejournal.com/827665.html#cutid1

weeeek~

2007-11-06T01:55:00.000-08:00

WEEEEK!

明日からまた日月火　ほら水木まわって金土　日曜　夢の日々を大事にいきましょうもういっちょ明日からまた日月火　ほら水木まわって金土　日曜　僕ら日々を楽しんで生きてこうさあ行くぞいきまーす　イエイッ月曜始まった　いつもの日々　思い焦がれた　週末遠い火曜水曜　慣れてきたご様子　作った笑顔　引きつったかも傷つけ　木曜　その差は　重要　明日の夜からの予定は未定だから金曜　一日考えよう　自由で壁をぶち壊し行こう日々生き抜いて心は曇り　僕たちは　過ぎ去って行く歩む心を諦めたら　そこで負けだ　お気楽に行こう明日からまた日月火　ほら水木まわって金土　日曜　夢の日々を大事にいきましょうもういっちょ明日からまた日月火　ほら水木まわって金土　日曜　僕ら日々を楽しんで生きてこうさあ行くぞもうどうしようもない　無用　やることいっぱいで　気持は完敗一日4時間睡眠で　日々この体力を注ぎ⑸んで大人になるってどういうこと　外面良くして35を　過ぎた頃俺達どんな顔かっこいい大人になれてるの日々生き抜いて心は曇り　僕たちは　過ぎ去って行くゆっくりでいい　やめないで　いつか水滴　必ず一生が明日からまた日月火　ほら水木まわって金土　日曜　夢の日々を大事にいきましょうもういっちょ明日からまた日月火　ほら水木まわって金土　日曜　僕ら日々を楽しんで生きてこうさあ行くぞ繰り返しの毎日で　行き場のない　この気持ち巡り　巡る　目まぐるしくまわる毎日を泳ぐんだ　めげずに　Life danceもういっちょ明日からまた日月火　ほら水木まわって金土　日曜　夢の日々を大事にいきましょうもういっちょ明日からまた日月火　ほら水木まわって金土　日曜　僕ら日々を楽しんで生きてこうもういっちょ明日からまた日月火　ほら水木まわって金土　日曜　夢の日々を大事にいきましょうもういっちょ明日からまた日月火　ほら水木まわって金土　日曜　僕ら日々を楽しんで生きてこう

懂了

2007-11-01T23:09:00.000-07:00

昨天無意閒的電話，讓我有中慕名的感覺
這難道是嫉妒，吃醋的感覺？心裏酸酸的。
似乎也聽到心碎的聲音，還是後悔的感覺？
後悔當時自己放手了，放開了自己的幸福。
我後悔了，但也已經來不及了。
你已變成別人的幸福了...........

我後悔了，後悔了，後悔了，後悔了。
心痛的聲音不停的回荡在自己的心裏，挥之不去.....
失去了方向，失去了，真的才會懂得珍惜。
我今天終于懂了。

我还可以继续对你保持希望吗？
希望有一天你还会回到我的身边来。
我可以这么想吗？以前的回忆，不停的脑中从播着。
这些难道都没意义了吗？
你和她的事情，我不能过问。
这问题，我不停的问自己。

希望一切都能从头回来，一切回到原来的样子。
当你还喜欢我的时候。
傻瓜，明知道不行，还是傻傻的祈祷着。
回头瞧瞧，其实一点也不难。
你本来就比较喜欢她吧？
我只不过是个无畏的替代品，心甘情愿的替代品。

现在她回到你的身旁了，我知道。
我知道我该走了。
默默的，轻轻的，不出声音的。
应该就是最好的方式离开你。对吗？
但希望你还是能回头看看，当时的一切，
再走好吗。

请你先教教我，
如何不心痛，
如何不哭，
如何忘记你，
如何能对你死心。
再走好吗。

你要先教教我才能走啊。
你走得太突然了。
我不知所措，心乱了。
一切来得太快了，也走得太快了。
心上的伤，你要补好，
才能走啊。

在心上的伤，无法磨灭。
祝你幸福。

真糟糕

2007-09-15T04:12:00.000-07:00

Yosh!
Prelims are finally over,and the results are out..and i did...
rather terribly..even thought i thought i was going to do better..
this was rather depressing though..chemistry was a pile of shit..
damn it,i only got like 39/65?i only passed like 6.5 marks only?
maji?probably i was just lazy..damn lazy..and they announced
that there will be another mock exam for next next week?oh
great!another 8days of misery..but i have to work harder and
for the better!i want to prove myself that i can do it!i can work
hard to get better marks!my A Maths,i terribly flung it!paper 1
was like 28/80 and paper 2 25.5/80?i really work for it though..
but things doesnt work for me too!chinese was okay?but i failed
my engllish again..i only got like 5/25 for my questions?OMG..
thats like so ........bad?lucky my summary got 17/25..pulled me
up abit..haiz..SS was okay..got 28/50?i wrote like 5 pages!haha~~
finally passed my SS..but history doesnt seemed good..hope i pass..
prays~~geog doent seemed very good..i think i'll fail..i even
answered the wrong quetions..ahh~~hope the mondays paper
will be better!
Ja!

心情平復了

2007-09-10T02:05:00.000-07:00

借者部落格心情也慢慢平復了，最近要忙招考試，真得很忙。等一下還要去讀明天要攷的東西。明天要考歷史哦，真麻煩！要讀的東西還真多！有四個chapter要去讀耶！哦~我小小的腦袋大概會撐不住，瓦解吧？但也別忘了明天要靠數學！差點給他給忘了！今天應該考得還不錯吧？高數應該晚了啦，反正也沒好過！嘆氣。明天加油GO GO GO!
今天的心情還順不錯，和朋友的感覺上又好像什麽也沒發生，但縂感覺到，友情上的裂痕越來越深了呢？可能就像一個摔壞的玻璃瓶子，摔壞就不會像以前那樣子了。因爲就算鉄回去，裂縫早已見得清清楚楚！可悲啊！但只要心胸礦一點，就應該沒事了吧？希望如此吧？因爲已經中四了，今年考完會考，也就要分散了。朋友們都約定要去同一個學院了，除了我。可是可悲啊!中學的生活不再有，一個個朋友也要分散，想者就好鬱悶哦！他們可以繼續在一起，爲什麽我就不行呢？老天阿！~~請您救救我吧！！